My heart is not open ,so where i go?
You r my lesson ,I have to learn.I have to grow up.I have to forget him.Pain is a warning that something is wrong.He is not suitable for me.God,help me out.I have somebody i can love now.I am so sorry.I think i have some mental problem,God,i hate this,hate myslef.
I should not say that.
Stop!I am survived.I showed all things I can .I tried everything I can.Not like somebody never really tried.There is nothing else to lose.There is nothing else for me to stay in this kind of stuation.Fuck!I hate myslef in this kind of stuation so much.
I dont want cry whenever i am too much drink.Its not good.Somebody can have so much love in their life.Why I cannt.I could have different kinds of love.
I have a person I can care about.So,Way.There always a way for me.I am smart guy.I have to stand up by myslef.
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