Finished all my exams. I was so relieved. So happy. -No party, no celebrate.
My sister worked from 830am till 830 pm. It’s a long day for her. Reminded me the feeling when i was doing similarly work shift last year. Two years study-$26,000+$3300 totally 29,300 only for the study fee. I recognize my family helped me one third. All earned by my hands. Many times, somebody say I have beautiful hands, now all gone.
But I don’t feel sad! It’s life. It’s my life I can feel and I can be so proud about that. I pay for the chance I move to another country that probable I valued what I struggled for the last 2 years. Now I have some plans for new start.
Need-First, I have something need pay off. Sound everything for me is start with money. It’s that because I am young, and I am foreigner here? Anyway I don’t mind if people think I am so care about money now! I need help my sister pay study fees. I need help my sister get married this year; I need organize my mum come to visit us.
Do I really need to do that? Do I have those responsibility? Am I responsible person?
Tell my family what I cant do, what I can do--it is hard, but I will try.
I have some other things to do.
Things must to do-
1.IELTS-i need get 7,so I can easily immi. Here, i will give myself 2 chance.if i can’t pass in this 2 times. I wont try. I need push strategy must love to be pushed :), now, pushed by myself.
So, i start write my blog.practice my English. I can study now!!!! Coz i don’t need pay anything, anything now.
2.JOBs-dueing to weak work experince, start by some contract or part time job first. Stop thinking about change my major, study other courses to make myself easy to get a job!
I am ready! I am smarter than most people at work!
3.Relationship-Give me a break! No painful, I need clam life, no fuckking crazy night dinner,drink.some nice ,interesting conversation is more attractive and helpful for me.
Note:something in my mind coz i am in special situation A.It might gone soon.Wei,dont take it serious!
Anyway,if hiroki you see my blog.watch out!As you told,reading and writing can help people thinking.Thanks,friend!
25-June-2008 promised my sister go for a trip.Now,stay home!:(
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