Anxiety

We typically recognize anxiety as anger and known as fear,apprehension or worry.Anxiety is ofetn accompanied by physical sensations such as heart palpitation,nausea,cheast pain,shortness of breath,stomach aches,or headache.

Anxiety when meeting or interacting with unknown people is a common stage of development in young people.

So-called "stranger anxiety" in younger people is not a phobia in the classic sense; rather it is a developmentally appropriate fear by young children of those who do not share a loved-one, caretaker or parenting role. In adults, an excessive fear of other people is not a developmentally common stage; it is called social anxiety.

A more common social anxiety in adults, though, is the stress and anxiousness that occurs when one (of any age-group) fears he will be separated from a group or other emotionally close person/object. This is known as separation anxiety.

Note: I think i feel nervous those days.Have some beer,taking me out of situation for a while.

IELTS exams -I am coming.try 1,2,3.only!

Feel

Come on hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living.
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given.
*******
*******
My head speaks a language, I don’t understand.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins, going to waste.
I don’t wanna die,
*******
Before I fall in love,
I’m preparing to leave him.
I scare myself to death,
That’s why I keep on running.
Before I’ve arrived, I can see myself coming.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins, going to waste.
And I need to feel, real love
And a life ever after.
I cannot get enough.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in,
I got too much love,
Running through my veins, going to waste.
I just wanna feel real love,
In a life ever after
There’s a hole in my soul,
You can see it in my face, it’s a real big place.

Come and hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living,
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given

Note: i love this song so much.so much.

I wanna contact the living.

Journey With Friends

 

Journeys bring power and love back into you.
if you can't go somewhere,
move in the passageways of the self.
they are like shafts of light,
always changing, and you change
when you explore them.

Curried parsnip soup

For big mouth and lazy people (wei's version)

Heat the oil (any kind of oil) till medium-feel it over the pan -warm. As usual add the chopped onion, celery (amount as much as u want, make strong taste in winter), cooking 5-8 min till onion is soft, a bit yellow burning color.

Add curry powder (madras curry power) 2 tbs, crushed garlic 2,3 cubed parsnip then cook, till u can smell the favor.

Add chopped tomatoes, chicken stock (1L) boil it. Reduce the heat till medium, cook for 20 mins till parsnip is tender

Serve with coriander a bit.Its so easy !Good for winter,Good for man.haha:) as usual !

Just finished clean the baconly. Such a nice day in husrtville.God!shinning on my face make me so ..........beautiful! its already 230pm.one more beer. Please cry for all my friends who at work now!

Chilli for a crowd

Finished all my exams. I was so relieved. So happy. -No party, no celebrate.

My sister worked from 830am till 830 pm. It’s a long day for her. Reminded me the feeling when i was doing similarly work shift last year. Two years study-$26,000+$3300 totally 29,300 only for the study fee. I recognize my family helped me one third. All earned by my hands. Many times, somebody say I have beautiful hands, now all gone.

But I don’t feel sad! It’s life. It’s my life I can feel and I can be so proud about that. I pay for the chance I move to another country that probable I valued what I struggled for the last 2 years. Now I have some plans for new start.

Need-First, I have something need pay off. Sound everything for me is start with money. It’s that because I am young, and I am foreigner here? Anyway I don’t mind if people think I am so care about money now! I need help my sister pay study fees. I need help my sister get married this year; I need organize my mum come to visit us.

Do I really need to do that? Do I have those responsibility? Am I responsible person?

Tell my family what I cant do, what I can do--it is hard, but I will try.

I have some other things to do.

Things must to do-

1.IELTS-i need get 7,so I can easily immi. Here, i will give myself 2 chance.if i can’t pass in this 2 times. I wont try. I need push strategy must love to be pushed :), now, pushed by myself.

So, i start write my blog.practice my English. I can study now!!!! Coz i don’t need pay anything, anything now.

2.JOBs-dueing to weak work experince, start by some contract or part time job first. Stop thinking about change my major, study other courses to make myself easy to get a job!

I am ready! I am smarter than most people at work!

3.Relationship-Give me a break! No painful, I need clam life, no fuckking crazy night dinner,drink.some nice ,interesting conversation is more attractive and helpful for me.

 

Note:something in my mind coz i am in special situation A.It might gone soon.Wei,dont take it serious!

Anyway,if hiroki you see my blog.watch out!As you told,reading and writing can help people thinking.Thanks,friend!

25-June-2008 promised my sister go for a trip.Now,stay home!:(