The Flu nearly killed me. From Monday till now, feel so sick. I stayed away from all my friend, thought if my friend caught a flu as me, its not good. I feel so lonely if somebody can stay with me, give me a bottle of water. It would make me cry. My sister disappeared since Tuesday night. Donot want call her .She is a too busy girl. I just don’t understand her. I don’t want to worry her. It make me headache. I am not happy now I think.
I keep telling myself I am well. I am not good at all. I told my ex-bf online I feel like I want to die during this cold. I feel like so weak, I have nothing for myself.
I need stand up, do whatever I want to do. I goanna run away after I get better. First thing I will get myself some food since last 20 hours and a bottle of water.
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