My little garden

Thai chilli ,mint,parsley

One Man Revolution

If you want to be free, Get to know your real self. It has no form, no appearance, No root, no basis, no abode, But is lively and buoyant. It responds with versatile facility, But its function cannot be located. Therefore when you look for it, You become further from it; When you seek it, You turn away from it all the more.

Scorpio: 

Determined and Forceful

Emotional and Intuitive

Powerful and Passinoate

Exciting and Magnetic

中秋夜

海岛八月中秋,芭蕉摇摇,龙眼熟坠.

不知有"花朝月夕",只因年来风雨见多.

当激情招来十级风暴,心,不知在哪里停泊.

道路已经抉择,没有蔷薇花,并不曾后悔过.

人在月光里容易梦游,渴望得到也懂得温柔.

要使血不这样奔流,凭二十四岁的骄傲显然不够.

要有坚实的肩膀,能靠上疲倦的头.

需要有一双手,来支持最沉重的时刻.

尽管明白,生命应当完全献出去,

留多少给自己,就有多少忧愁.

Feel like dying

The Flu nearly killed me. From Monday till now, feel so sick. I stayed away from all my friend, thought if my friend caught a flu as me, its not good. I feel so lonely if somebody can stay with me, give me a bottle of water. It would make me cry. My sister disappeared since Tuesday night. Donot want call her .She is a too busy girl. I just don’t understand her. I don’t want to worry her. It make me headache. I am not happy now I think.

I keep telling myself I am well. I am not good at all. I told my ex-bf online I feel like I want to die during this cold. I feel like so weak, I have nothing for myself.

I need stand up, do whatever I want to do. I goanna run away after I get better. First thing I will get myself some food since last 20 hours and a bottle of water.

Feel so easy to out of control

1.Never ever ask anyone for help.all need done by myself.

2.Feel change ,feel you are living.This is my life.not anyone else.

3.Tell the people how you truely feel.dont be rude and dont be shy.

I feel so stressed these days.But i need make it clear what exactly i want 2 do.Dont make my decision so quick.

So Far Away